Have you ever had one of those days when all the resentments, all the anger, all your frustrations come bubbling up from you that you have no way of stopping it? When nothing specific is wrong, but the world just seems like an unhappy place for you at the moment? When you feel like the tears are too close to the surface but you suppress them because crying would make you feel like an ungrateful asshole for the blessed life you have right now?
Today is that day for me.
I have no appetite to read, much less write unless it’s about how much it sucks to be me right now. I’m not going to bore you with my personal problems, because it’s really tough to talk about something not nearly as world-ending as it might feel to some. I hate it when I can’t talk to my husband about anything because it’s just so petty and insignificant. But if they were petty and insignificant, then why the hell do I feel like shit?
Sorry this is way too close for comfort to some of you, but if I can’t talk to anyone about how I feel, who else can I turn to?
I’m going to take a few days off. I’ll be around to visit your blogs, but there won’t be anything new this week unless I feel better. This negativity surrounding me sucks. I have to kick it to the curb.
Have a great week, and happy reading!